madimpossibledreamer

Main Points:
Judgment/Judge Eyes
Chapter Summary: Genda has a question for Yagami.
Word Count: 510
Rating: Gen
Pairing: Yagami/Kaito
Kaito does not appear in person in this one, brief Genda is a perv moment
spoilers are extremely vague but do exist

( checking in )

Current Mood: listless
Current Music: Everything Ends Well - Judgment OST

kaito and yagami in phasmo thooougggh

Current Mood: blah

also yagami's instinct that kaito can't be trusted to just visit a club and not be a creep is correct, which...why. I know why but it...look, i wanna love kaito, you're making it hard, rgg. (tbf some of yagami's side stories in the first one were also problematic so. sigh)

Current Mood: tired

I will say, I'm not as fond of this username anymore, but I also don't think I can afford a name-change token. It's a) I feel weird about the use of 'mad' here as it's ableist and b) I'm pretty sure it's a Doctor Who (Eleven? Moffat?) reference and I'm not as into that anymore (singlehandedly from the Moff; I haven't even caught up on Thirteen and I loved her regeneration episode). But also I have built up, well, a little name recognition, though I'm not sure how much, and don't want to mess with that either. I suppose that's just a usual fate of online username choices. (I don't know if I've mentioned it in the series, but the name Slayer's Mad Whelp is specifically chosen as a reference to Mad Dog Majima.)
Friendly reminder when I use discriminatory language in a story or otherwise flag it for me. I'm working on it but it's a pretty established part of my vocabulary so I don't even notice every time.

also while trying to find info about username changes I stumbled across Dreamwidth fighting against California having a terrible bill for once (I thought Florida was the one mainly working on that) specifically trying to force invasive info collecting 'to protect the children'. It sounds good, but every application I've ever heard of when it comes to laws and measures 'to protect the children' always have acted to stop minorities from talking about their lives. Thanks for acting to protect your users, Dreamwidth.

...rewatching judgment and the scene with saving Kaito-san and...kaito has no ink. no irezumi, there. what. that's just...nani. is that legit a thing? does that happen?

Current Mood: tired

It’s ‘there’s the rub’ and ‘ace up their sleeve’.

Main Points:
Lost Judgment (spoilers until the end of ch 3 + some of the mystery club plot + Tak Judgment backstory + spoilers of some Judgment events)
follow-up to Put On a Show
Mystery: Why is Yagami-San Unhappy?
Chapter Summary: The second email Kaito gets on his phone worries him a whole lot more than the first.
Word Count: 2665
Rating: Teen
Pairing: Yagami/Kaito
warning: implications Yagami's at least on the ace spectrum but Kaito only half gets it though he is trying (Amasawa might be too)

( lost in thought for once )

Current Mood: YARE YARE DAZE
Current Music: Rake Your Inside - Judgment OST

realized my randomly chosen title could be an innuendo. uh. safety first, kids? and by kids I mean at least teens

Main Points:
Judgment|Judge Eyes/Cowboy Bebop
Chapter Summary: short, but: implied offscreen sex, talk about sex reassignment
Word Count: 180
Rating: Teen (16+)

( pillow talk )

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Too Good Too Bad - Cowboy Bebop OST

I’m aware Deimos is a god of dread, so might be a little out of place with a fluff-fic, but a) the Syndicate’s based on Mars, so a Mars moon isn’t a stretch and b) that’s where Yagami’s been living for far too long. Also c), I listened to an English cover of Rasen|Spiral while writing this, which doesn’t fully fit the tone it’s transitioning to either, so.
today was also difficult

Main Points:
Judgment|Judge Eyes/Cowboy Bebop
Chapter Summary: Actually Cowboy Bebop plot-relevant aftermath.
Word Count: 650
Rating: Teen
warnings: lighter on the ptsd/depression, but it isn't absent, either, though there are hints he's starting to finally work through the trauma

( living past tragedy )

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Rasen cover - secondarchive (youtuber)

Hope the readers had a great Valentine's, or, if not, that you had a great day regardless!
this is placed before Pillow War. it isn't the fluffiest but the next section's probably gonna be longer so I thought I'd end it here

Main Points:
Judgment/Judge Eyes
Chapter Summary: The unwilling advisor here is Higashi.
Word Count: 755
Rating: Teen; one slight possibly dirty joke
Tak doesn't appear in person in this one

( who else does kaito have to ask, though? )

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: You Are My Dearest Brother - Judgment ST

EDIT: i didn't name this a genre of music, whoops

From a dream about cowboy bebop
previously written but I'm late posting anyway

Main Points:
Judgment|Judge Eyes/Cowboy Bebop
Chapter Summary: Yagami's going to stop at nothing to unearth the truth (aka typical Yagami things).
Word Count: 440
Rating: Teen (innuendo, darker topics)
kaito yet again doesn't appear even when he's talked about prominently; Tak being trans actually is plot-relevant this time
Warning: mention of dysphoria, brief mention of violence to an offscreen character; prioritize self-care!

( to do the right thing )

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Hesitation - Judgment OST

I'm sticking to the same non-canon name for Tak's dad that I used in Choice Reading, only I have now added one for his mom.
Putting together a mechanic (healing with record player songs) + a missing mechanic (karaoke) + my agenda to write a lot of characters who like music like me
started writing this post on time, finished very late...ehhhhhh it's fine....

Main Points:
pre-Judgment/Judge Eyes
Chapter Summary: Kaito tries to figure out why Tak won't agree to go to karaoke, only to find it's a touchy subject.
Word Count: 835
Rating: Teen (offscreen brief mention of canon death)
Spoilers: Tak's tragic backstory.

( getting a little closer )

Current Mood: yare yare daze
Current Music: Pure Love in Kamurocho - Yakuza 4 OST

...???
whoops yesterday's post got posted on the 18th previously so that didn't work as intended. at all. obvs no chapter today either

Inspired by session 5 of the cowboy bebop netflix

Main Points:
Judgment|Judge Eyes/Cowboy Bebop
Chapter Summary: Kaito has had a bad day.
Word Count: 290
Rating: Teen
warnings: kaito is suffering either from internalized homophobia or just internalized heteronormativity (which is also homophobic). either way he can't seem to go "I think he's really pretty. Wait, that's an Attraction Thought."
pre-kaito/yagami

        Ta-bo is just kind of…lying over the couch when he returns. It’s entirely possible that he and Saori managed to go out, bag themselves a bounty, and return before he did, but given his terrible luck today and the cans of beer on the table, he’s fairly certain he doesn’t have to ask.
        Instead, he just collapses on the opposite chair, groaning, and Ta-bo opens his eyes and glances over, bleary gaze sharpening as he stares at Masaharu with those eyes that pick out little details most of all when he doesn’t want him to do that.
        “Are you okay?” he asks hesitantly, and Masaharu sighs. He doesn’t particularly want to answer.
        His partner is lazy and a big believer in the power of…what is it, inner xia? But he gets to his feet easily enough and makes his way over, still graceful enough on his feet despite the slight hesitation in his steps that says he’s a little tipsy, maybe even drunk, but he holds it well. “Never mind, don’t answer. I don’t know why I asked when it was pretty obvious. You hurt? Anything I can do?”
        “I could use a beer,” he responds, even though technically he is kinda hurt, in some sense of the word. He really doesn’t want to deal with it right now.
        “We kind of drank them all. Saori drank me under the table, figuratively.” At least he sounds apologetic.
        Kaito groans. “I take it back. I liked it better when the two of you weren’t getting along.”
        “Come on. I don’t have many woos, but I can probably buy you at least one beer.” Tak holds out a hand to pull Kaito up. His hand is warm and strong, like his smile.

Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: Everything Ends Well - Judgment ST

I have been wrestling with windows updater attempting to update my bios for about 4 hours and I am very close to a mental breakdown. WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS i am tired and panicky but slightly concerned about going to sleep and waking up to a bricked gaming computer. I probably should sleep. Or try, at least.
I've mentioned it before, but Japanese people tend to email rather than text on their phones, so no, that's not a mistake.

Main Points:
Lost Judgment (spoilers until the end of ch 3 + some of the mystery club plot + Tak Judgment backstory)
follow-up to Choice Reading
Mystery: Why is Yagami-San Unhappy?
Chapter Summary: Kaito gets an unexpected email on his phone.
Word Count: 1245
Rating: Teen
Pairing: Yagami/Kaito
This time, it's Yagami that doesn't appear in person in this part.
warnings: Kaito is drunk and horny. he also swears a lot and mangles more common sayings, although the last probably doesn't require a warning.

( rendered speechless )

Current Mood: YARE YARE DAZE
Current Music: Long Drill on a Beach - Lost Judgment ST

some angst just slipped in
I forgot to explain through A/N, because this is from Kaito's PoV and Tak doesn't correct him: what he means is subpoena, so he's saying 'if you need a witness/character witness, let me know'.

Main Points:
Judgment/Judge Eyes
Chapter Summary: Kaito's present sparks a serious relationship discussion.
Word Count: 840
Rating: Teen; one slight possibly dirty joke

( looking out for your partner )

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Like a Shadow - Judgment OST

Main Points:
Lost Judgment (spoilers until the end of ch 3 + some of the mystery club plot)
follow-up to Learning From the Master
Mystery: Why is Yagami-San Unhappy?
Chapter Summary: Amasawa and Yagami have a surprisingly helpful conversation.
Word Count: 2718
Rating: Teen
Pairing: Yagami/Kaito
Kaito doesn't appear in person in this part.
warnings: Yagami might be depressed, references verbal sexual harassment ( spoiler )and Yagami's worry that an underage girl might have a crush on him (does not actually happen i'm making this au if I have to to keep the children safe from that

( catharsis )

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Grey Wash - Lost Judgment OST

Main Points:
Lost Judgment (spoilers until the end of ch 3 + some of the mystery and dance club plot)
follow-up to Initiate Investigation
Mystery: Why is Yagami-San Unhappy?
Chapter Summary: Amasawa starts digging into the mystery.
Word Count: 615
Rating: Teen
Pairing: Yagami/Kaito

( sometimes, the truth is heartbreaking )

Current Mood: yare yare daze
Current Music: Hesitation - Judgment OST

I haven't finished watching an lp of the game, so no full-game spoilers, just as noted.
(as it takes place largely during side stories, ignores plot timeline.)
As we don’t have an actual date that I know of for a plot detail in Judgment, guesses were made (151210)

Main Points:
Lost Judgment (spoilers until the end of ch 3 + some of the mystery and dance club plot + some major spoilers for first game)
follow-up to cracked mirror
Mystery: Why is Yagami-San Unhappy?
Chapter Summary: Amasawa notices Yagami is hurting.
Word Count: 2833
Rating: Teen
Pairing: Yagami/Kaito
kaito, tsukumo, sugiura, and saori do not appear in person.

( phone clues )

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Good Intentions - Lost Judgment OST

also confirmed: roommates were exposed to two people with covid, so...I know asking my readers for good wishes always tends to go further than expected, but I could definitely use them. As you might expect this might mess with my posting schedule even further, but I'll keep you posted. Heh. Puns aside.

if you think some themes echo Since forever and ever by Umi_no_arawashi on Ao3, you would be correct, because it brought out some really cool toys I wanted to play with. I definitely recommend you read it if you haven't.

Main Points:
Judgment|Judge Eyes/Cowboy Bebop
Chapter Summary: Yagami shows off his disguise skills for the first time.
Word Count: 1025
Rating: Teen
warnings: kaito is suffering either from internalized homophobia or just internalized heteronormativity (which is also homophobic). either way he can't seem to go "I think he's really pretty. Wait, that's an Attraction Thought."
pre-kaito/yagami

( some transformation )

Current Mood: YARE YARE DAZE
Current Music: Optimal Solution - Lost Judgment OST

this has been a really, really weird holiday season. so i channeled that vibe into this fic. eventually i will have a happy judgment holiday fic.

Main Points:
Judgment AU (also Yagami is a bakeneko who's adopted Matsugane and isn't quite sure about this Kaito guy yet)
Chapter Summary: if Kaito hadn't had Tak there when he was getting thrown out, things would have gone very differently.
Word Count: 785
Rating: Teen
Warning: Kaito is deeply depressed. if you need help, please talk to someone!

( there is still hope )

Current Mood: exanimate
Current Music: Mood of disquiet - Yakuza 4 OST

I hate to do this, but I'm gonna be really busy, so will be taking a brief hiatus on Shadowed Suspicion. (And no, it's not because I ticked off Josuke.)

Main Points:
Judgment
Chapter Summary: I needed some fluff/hurt/comfort because of current stuff in my life + writing Cracked Mirror, so have some of that.
Word Count: 560
Rating: Teen
Pairing: Yagami/Kaito
warnings: slight dysphoria (brief, glossed over, but absolutely present)
pretty sure there isn't a single spoiler, shockingly enough

( caring for those in pain )

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Yagami Detective Agency - Judgment OST

More bad news about relative's health, so that's...great.

I haven't finished watching an lp of the game, so no full-game spoilers, just as noted.
I've watched past that point since, and some of this has already been jossed, so just see it as a slight AU. it'll come up in an idle thought eventually but I feel like this might be the y4 of the franchise which is a shame because it might end here. also, i don't trust that guy.

Main Points:
Lost Judgment (spoilers until the end of ch 3)
Chapter Summary: Saori knows something's wrong the second Yagami-san picks up.
Word Count: 2658
Rating: Teen
Pairing: Yagami/Kaito
kaito does not appear in this one in person, neither do tsukumo or sugiura

( moshi-moshi )

Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Mirror Mirror - RWBY OST

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Looking After Family

idle thought #467

idle thought #462

idle thought #452 (+ bonus introspection + thanks Dreamwidth)

Wake-Up Call

Safety Fusion

Deimos Soul

Unwilling Advisor

Broken Beat

Life is a Beautiful Tragedy

Existential Blues

Put On a Show

Pillow War

Unexpected Twists

Learning from the Master

Initiate Investigation

Punk Slide

Fresh Start

lazy days

cracked mirror