madimpossibledreamer: Izanagi|Souji in full costume holding out a hand (izanagi|souji)
2025-04-06 07:00 pm

ubi dubium, ibi libertas

Reading about Looms for a later part and getting sidetracked reading about the Newblood houses and...yeah, that fits Blake extremely well, so him actually having a second heart before his first regeneration is more meaningful for the plot than just for survival. Yay for awesome coincidence.


Main Points:
Blake's 7 (probably series A/season 1, but otherwise ambiguously set) (A Question of Identity)
Chapter Summary:
The man tries his best not to die (nor to let Avon die).
Word Count: 1212
Rating: Teen

-two- )

madimpossibledreamer: Jotaro thinking 'yare yare daze' (jotaro)
2025-02-09 02:05 pm

ex nihilo

Main Points:
Blake's 7 (probably series A/season 1, but otherwise ambiguously set) (A Question of Identity)
Chapter Summary:
At the moment, it hurts too much to remember his own name, much less how he got here.
Word Count: 2369
Rating: Teen

 

-one- )
madimpossibledreamer: Tatsuya holding a motorcycle helmet under his arm and looking at a swingset (tatsuya)
2023-12-13 10:54 pm

idle thought #526

Doctor Who can’t get me to subscribe to the Mouse, and neither can that one live-action Kindaichi. Even though the actor seems to be playing him more autistic than pervy, which I am 1000% behind. And not even because they’re showing Kindaichi and Miyuki being very adorable together.

madimpossibledreamer: Izanagi|Souji in full costume holding out a hand (personatown)
2023-11-25 12:01 pm

idle thought #521

the moff has managed to kill off one thing and have someone actually experience consequences after. And that’s my love of doctor who. While it has sorta resurrected, it will never be the same again, which is why any projects involving it are going on long hiatuses (mostly The Joker Game, though other projects got tabled before they even got started & will remain unwritten). Even thirteen, who was lovely—when it became too hard to watch, I didn’t try to find convoluted workarounds. I went “oh, that’s sad” and then didn’t try. I’ll probably own the dvds eventually unless capitalism kills off actual ownership of things, but. It’s not going to be like the DVD with Dalek which now no longer functions. It’s basically zombieform, a shell of its former self. Even the return of RTD and Tennant, I went “Oh, I’m not subscribing to the mouse for that” and went about my day. Even though I’m sure it’s brilliant and the writing is there.

madimpossibledreamer: Zhuge Liang concentrating and looking thoughtful. (concentrating)
2023-06-14 11:36 pm

idle thought #474

waaaaait--
hang on moffat said he actually looked at the five doctors
you're telling me he said that not only did the "which incarnation are you" "fourth" "so there are five of me now"--you're telling me that not only did he get "they don't go by numbers" from that exchange, which is, like, true only in an orwellian world, he knew that there are 14 incarnations in a regeneration cycle and just--ignored it because of his own ego, certain that no one would go back to fact check him
you're really saying that
i hadn't seen the full quote whatttttt
very wow
much oof
(....lbr he probably just watched the credits.    note to self-
check what the credits look like)
okay no that doesn’t even work it just lists them all as The Doctor what is this man what is his ego what is his proofreading where is his very basic foundational ability as a writer to keep track of details and not change things every single episode how was he given things like this without a test to determine he could write at a minimum level how does he exist

madimpossibledreamer: Zhuge Liang standing with his fan, looking peaceful.  Army in background. (peace)
2023-03-29 10:20 pm

idle thought #452 (+ bonus introspection + thanks Dreamwidth)

I will say, I'm not as fond of this username anymore, but I also don't think I can afford a name-change token.  It's a) I feel weird about the use of 'mad' here as it's ableist and b) I'm pretty sure it's a Doctor Who (Eleven? Moffat?) reference and I'm not as into that anymore (singlehandedly from the Moff; I haven't even caught up on Thirteen and I loved her regeneration episode).  But also I have built up, well, a little name recognition, though I'm not sure how much, and don't want to mess with that either.  I suppose that's just a usual fate of online username choices.  (I don't know if I've mentioned it in the series, but the name Slayer's Mad Whelp is specifically chosen as a reference to Mad Dog Majima.)
Friendly reminder when I use discriminatory language in a story or otherwise flag it for me.  I'm working on it but it's a pretty established part of my vocabulary so I don't even notice every time.

also while trying to find info about username changes I stumbled across Dreamwidth fighting against California having a terrible bill for once (I thought Florida was the one mainly working on that) specifically trying to force invasive info collecting 'to protect the children'.  It sounds good, but every application I've ever heard of when it comes to laws and measures 'to protect the children' always have acted to stop minorities from talking about their lives.  Thanks for acting to protect your users, Dreamwidth.

...rewatching judgment and the scene with saving Kaito-san and...kaito has no ink.    no irezumi, there.    what.    that's just...nani.    is that legit a thing?    does that happen?



madimpossibledreamer: Jiraiya|Yosuke jumping and using a throwing star (Default)
2022-10-24 08:40 pm

Buffy/Doctor Who Dream

I had this dream a couple weeks back. 

Giles was an incarnation of the Doctor (no idea which incarnation, but probably an AU which means he could have been any of them).  Xander and Willow were his companions.  Not sure about Xander's origin; Willow had things in common with Nyssa.

The first episode was a place where they landed, the forest looked idyllic, and then they ended up getting chased away from the TARDIS by dinosaurs or something.  The native people managed to find and rescue them but their only strategy is running away really.  They will not open their gates and allow themselves to potentially be wiped out in order to let their guests out on a suicide mission or aid them in attempting to retrieve the TARDIS.  They expect their guests to integrate into the city.

They each try different approaches in preparation for an upcoming festival.  The Doctor tries to make friends with everyone and get them to reveal something without meaning to, as well as getting himself on the planning committee for one of the events.  Willow focuses on absorbing all the knowledge she possibly can from both the databases (not a lot, as while it’s obvious these were used before and that a bigger civilization used to be present before and these are a people in decline) and the libraries.  Xander, well.  The ‘haha’ way to put it would be that he does drugs, but that’s not the full story.

There’s a native plant the Doctor has never heard of that unlocks brief precognition, not too useful over the long-term but is pretty useful in a fight and is the only reason their occasional hunting parties to find survivors or other resources haven’t been slaughtered or tracked down yet.  (Hence why the Doctor and his friends are very skeptical about the whole ‘it’d be too dangerous to let you leave—given how they’re barely hanging on, the Doctor suspects that it’s an excuse to try to keep them as an extra resource.)  Use is required to take part in the warrior’s contest, and the Doctor has been told (though isn’t sure if it’s the truth) that winning one of the contests can give the winner one wish.  Like being able to leave.  The Doctor isn’t fully on board with Xander’s plan but reluctantly goes along with it.  It’s a dangerous plan, he warns.

“Sure, but I can’t just sit around and do nothing.  Both you and Willow are working hard to make sure we can get out of here.  I’m not going to be the dead weight.”

Just in case, the Doctor uses his sonic screwdriver to monitor Xander’s condition every day; it’s not perfect but it’ll have to do, since the people insist the plant is perfectly harmless and would not allow their medical equipment to be ‘repurposed’ for such an ‘unnecessary worry’.  He does notice changes in Xander’s brain chemistry and cells but has no idea whether they’re dangerous or not.  (This will prove to be important later in the series/season, as they’re permanent and do not fade after access to the plant is no longer possible.  Though the Doctor takes a sample anyway.)

Sadly, I didn’t get to see the ending, so I don’t know how they managed to escape except that they did.

I also didn’t get to see much of the second episode, so I don’t know much except that Cordy was a big starring role and I get the feeling it might be a similar story to the great classic Star Trek TOS episode “Mark of Gideon” only with Cordy being a more active role.

Extras not in dream: This obviously means Ethan is the Master.  Which actually is pretty fitting.

It’s interesting that Buffy wasn’t with them, although I get the feeling this is probably only temporary.  When I think about how writing would go, I get the feeling she’s one of the bodyguards for a space futuristic Roman or Egyptian civilization run by some equivalent of Cleopatra or something.  (So she’d be from the equivalent of the Mummy movies Medjai, as would the rest of the Slayers, and for once their existence isn’t a tool or a pawn but a high honor the people aspire to send their daughters to, second in divinity only to the ruler herself.  Still dangerous, but as we’ve recently seen when you’re the people protecting the government from attacks from within as well as outside, there’s a certain amount of danger.)  The Doctor and companions go there, help out, and in thanks the leader offers the aid of one of her most trusted bodyguards.  “That’s not necessary; really, it’s not.  I wouldn’t think to deprive you of any of your people—” The Doctor begins protesting.

“Oh, but you may find a use for her sooner than you think.”  It’s at that point that the Doctor realizes her people have a limited ability to see into Time, like him, and she’s seen something he has not.  This of course ties into whatever the series arc is for that series/season, so he stops protesting and accepts.

madimpossibledreamer: Jiraiya|Yosuke jumping and using a throwing star (the universe is unimportant)
2022-04-09 01:35 pm

idle thought #353

a lot of these bad reboots-star wars, devil may cry, doctor who--involve a kinda hostile attitude toward the past versions. literally setting it on fire, the wig thing, bringing back caricatures of past doctors and companions.  what do they think they're gonna accomplish?
(and yes, I consider the grand moff's run on doctor who a reboot.  he definitely acted like it was)
it's all so mean-spirited, and it definitely won't make the original fans happy.  (OG Dante could make fun of himself but it was all in good fun; he could do it because he knew what he was capable of.) it also feels desperate.  like, you're not strong enough to stand on your own two feet, so you gotta tear something down to "have a chance".
madimpossibledreamer: Izanagi|Souji in full costume holding out a hand (izanagi|souji)
2022-01-17 11:24 pm

Time is Relative

So I've been rewatching Classic Who and while I love the Twisting the Hellmouth Xander as Doctor (9 or 10 or unknown, usually) fics, I really like the idea of him as Five.  Because I think Five could help hold him back (most of the time; he could be as ruthless as Giles|Ripper sometimes) and put him on a more even keel.  Four would have him regenerating in no time because he'd just accentuate the reckless streak, and Six is one of the most selfish Doctors if you ignore MoffWho, which I do, generally, as a matter of principle.
I don't have a clue about the writing style this time.
As far as I know, this is going to be a one-shot.  That being said, now that i have said it a plotbunny will probably appear, because Murphy.

edit: because I forgot I put this in idle thoughts and it isn't going to post for forever and I beat myself to it writing-wise: i love the xander dresses as ten fics don't get me wrong i love it but you know what would be the absolute best is xander as five.  quiet, friendly, thoughtful.  it'd be good for him.

Main Points:
Buffy/Doctor Who/light Marvel
Chapter Summary:
Nothing's normal following Halloween.
Word Count: 620
Rating: Teen

seeking normal )
madimpossibledreamer: Jotaro thinking 'yare yare daze' (yare yare daze)
2021-12-29 05:21 pm

idle thought #316

(I already wrote a short on this but more is welcome)

In another worldline, Okabe Rintarou of the future works for UNIT. John Titor had told him that they were the only ones who could defeat SERN, and he believes.
madimpossibledreamer: Eye from manga drawing. (ace attorney)
2021-11-29 11:59 pm

idle thought #306

tried to write chapter, failed, at least I'm only missing a non-Buffy post (since I did one for the holiday episode thurs)

I disliked River in her first incarnation, Dr. Bernice Summerfield
My favorite Doctor is Ten, because he's the one that told me I wasn't geeking wrong.  There's nothing wrong with being passionate about your dreams while also being intelligent.  YOU CAN BE BOTH.  That meant SO MUCH to me.  (Of course, Captain Jack was also important...and problematic, given that the Doctor ended up 'hating him', but.)
My second favorite is Five.
madimpossibledreamer: Eye from manga drawing. (edgeworth)
2021-11-28 11:39 pm

idle thought #305

why is this happening? i'm going back and watching the introduction of my fave companion.  Ace.  Taking a baseball bat to a Dalek makes you officially awesome.  (Dr. Elizabeth Shaw and Dr. Martha Jones tie for second.)
madimpossibledreamer: Jiraiya|Yosuke jumping and using a throwing star (bored)
2021-11-24 11:59 pm

idle thought #304

i will never be over my rage that NO ONE NOT EVEN THE ONES WHO SUPPOSEDLY WATCHED CLASSIC WHO REMEMBER THAT LINE "WHAT REGENERATION ARE YOU ON?"
"FOURTH"
"WELL WELL SO THERE ARE FIVE OF ME NOW"
from, like, the Five Doctors I think?  And so if you do math...thirteen regenerations =  Fourteen is the last Doctor before regeneration.  (I half feel like MOff knew but we all know how he feels about consistency and he just wanted to reset the universe one last time to put his brand on everything like that dog that has to pee everywhere to mark its territory)
madimpossibledreamer: Jotaro thinking 'yare yare daze' (yare yare daze)
2021-11-21 10:22 pm

idle thought #303

Angels in Manhattan hurt my brain so much from the sheer stupidity of the episode that I tried to use my sonic screwdriver to erase the memory (no idea where it is now) and then since then haven't watched any of my Doctor Who collection DVDs.  it put me off the whole show.  I need to get back into thirteen-I love her and the companions but wasn't impressed by the writing i did see (then again bland is better than Moff)
madimpossibledreamer: Zhuge Liang concentrating and looking thoughtful. (concentrating)
2021-11-17 11:53 pm

idle thought #301

rest of Doctor Who: Everyone is a main character in their own game.  From the most experimental indie game to the most AAA action game, there's a role and a genre for everyone, and all the games are important.

Moffat's Doctor Who: Legit the only main character is the Doctor.  Everyone else are NPCs.  Sure, they might play important roles, but you can never play that character.
madimpossibledreamer: Dante fighting demons (devil may cry)
2021-07-02 11:59 pm

dash commentary: the reckoning

Obviously, no chapter.  A lot of stuff cropped up today, so I'm behind, sorry :(
thoughts on wizards )

madimpossibledreamer: Jotaro thinking 'yare yare daze' (yare yare daze)
2021-04-14 11:33 pm

idle thought #237

just finished dinner.  I am running Very Late today.  enjoy idlethought rant

if I needed another reason to hate moff the heartbroken look on previous doctor's faces as he tells them that the doctor doesn't exist to have a child's sense of wonder or explore the universe but rather should be James Bond (all the girls want him, all the guys want to be him, and the entire written world revolves around him/knows his rep) including my second/first favorite depending on how I feel Peter Davidson.  just.  you have the gall to tell previous doctors to their face that their doctor won't exist in your reign and should never have existed in the first place because you (moff) so profoundly misunderstood him when you watched as a kid.  (We all knew you hated canon, but.  It's one thing to say it to the fans, but to the Real Doctors?)
madimpossibledreamer: Dante fighting demons (dante)
2021-01-24 11:01 pm

idle thought #216

ac fix-it-dr who crossover
madimpossibledreamer: Izanagi|Souji in full costume holding out a hand (persona 4)
2021-01-15 03:42 pm

idle thought #213

so, if you think you've seen this before, or think you'll see it again, you're probably right on both accounts.  because this is a super important reminder.
sometimes I'll feel super unmotivated, writing.  sometimes i'll feel like my current chapter is trash or that I'm not good enough, as a writer.
and then i'll check my email and find someone's given my chapter a kudos (ao3) or that sunnydale herald continues to rec my stuff (that'll never stop making me smile) or whatever.
and then i'll remember that for however mediocre a current chapter is, or how the depression/anxiety voices try to weigh me down, or it feels like nobody's reading and i'm just sending words into an endless void...i haven't written the supernatural finale.  i haven't written captain america as a nazi.  i didn't write the devil may cry reboot, and i certainly haven't followed their "stellar pr example".  i didn't write the joss whedon avengers movies, or his failed wonder woman script.  i definitely am not the grand moff.  i'd like to think i write actual character arcs and plot arcs unlike the miraculous writers. 
i welcome my whole audience (except if you think other people don't deserve to have rights, get out, and may the door smack you on your way out).  i don't make fun of interpretations (okay, i haven't seen any, but even if i disagreed i would just say 'that wasn't intended' or OH NO THAT WASN'T INTENDED LET ME FIX THAT) or tell my audience they're seeing things. 
i don't write things so bad that a whole conspiracy coalesces around the utter failure that is that piece of writing.  i didn't write an offensive civil rights movement analogue that was meant to be a civil rights movement analogue until people said 'wait?? maybe that's in bad taste???' and then it wasn't a civil rights movement analogue and if you saw that you were crazy.  i try to go more complex and not just write off people particularly if they happen to be more villainous-coded, because, you know, subverting expectations with good writing is a good thing.  (also my brother who is awesome is slytherin, some of my best friends from college are slytherin and i like snakes, i don't know why you expected me to go anywhere else with that.  i'm not declaring the outcasts evil because that's just not cool.  also, i'm a hufflepuff so puffing up and fighting for the people i care for is a thing i do.)  i didn't turn james t kirk into the pop culture caricature everyone thought he was.  (and then he fought it anyway.  fight the good fight, buddy.) 
maybe i had some writing choices that weren't the best.  let's be honest, some of our taste when we were younger is terrible.  and sometimes we love terrible things because nothing's perfect and picking through the leavings of terribly written stories or badly mangled stories or a no man's land of isms or good idea poor execution stories that make us weep in frustration for the better show/book/game that we all collectively hallucinated along the way is all we have.  but we should also take heart that we made it better.  we're not just dreamers, because we see the flaws, and we bring them up not to tear others down but to remind ourselves of the pitfalls, we bring them up because these are conversations worth having, we bring them up because love this stuff and we want to analyze that the writers did so good but they let us down here, and how? why?
anyway, reminding yourself of all the terrible writing decisions that have been made in things you love, and also reminding yourself that you are doing everything you can to avoid writing such things, does wonders for your self-esteem as a writer.  also, when you mess up, there's always editing.  and like a responsible author you do sit down, go 'wait, i should change this' or, if someone told you, 'wait, they're right', edit it, and there you go.  and your interpretation is not wrong, and you should not feel bad for engaging in the text because people go to school to learn to do what you're doing, and you're all important.

edit: i don't want to take out the stuff with harry potter because I don't want to erase history and to some extent want to leave it as a screw you rowling.  anybody in any house with any decency would tear down your precious status quo, and yes, your pedestal with it.  but to continue with the theme: i didn't write 'slavery is okay with the right owners, maybe' and 'most fat people are evil' and 'being ultrafeminine or having masculine features is also a sign of evil in female characters'.  i also didn't turn out to be a massive piece of shit.  so this makes me happier about even my worst writing.  and yes, there are bits i'm not happy with.  several in self-made hero, actually, but even then i don't think i've ever failed as badly as rowling, or whedon, or the grand moff, or astruc, or nick spencer.  and as horrible as that is, as a writer that's a comforting thought.  i'll reiterate, though--please, when i make a mistake, tell me!  i want to improve, unlike these jerks.