The Latest Disaster
Nov. 19th, 2020 12:24 pmMain Points:
Merlin AU
Chapter Summary: Merlin's tired of things going wrong.
Word Count: 370
Rating: T
It wasn’t that hard, once he remembered, to realize who Merlin was. Who else dares argue with him, believe in him despite all evidence to the contrary, push him to do better without platitudes, just sincere friendship, growl like an angry mother bear mother and, if necessary, lash out anytime he’s hurt, fix him with blood and sweat and magic and miracles? Of course, Bones tends to blame him, too, whenever he gets hurt, despite whether or not it actually is his fault, but he gets testy at everybody for that sort of thing, and if Jim ever stopped looking out for crew as family, well, he wouldn’t be the same Captain [King] that Merlin or Bones would follow. And maybe it’s messed up, but that kind of ‘the universe isn’t allowed to take you away from me and by the way neither are you, you goddamn idiot’ is actually kind of…touching? Reassuring? It’s true he hasn’t had the most normal of childhood experiences, in either lifetime, and so maybe his vision of love is a little skewed. (Yeah, yeah, maybe if you talk to most people, it’s a lot skewed, but that’s beside the point.)
The point is, Bones is loyal. He works miracles. And it doesn’t matter who you are, what rank or authority or anything else you have; if he thinks you’re wrong he’ll do what he thinks is right and say whatever it is he has to say.
To thrive, to be the good Captain he knows he can be, he needs Merlin at his side.
( knightly loyalty )
( answer the call )
There’s visitors and a big banquet, and Merlin’s kept running around on his feet until he practically collapses with exhaustion, and it’s Morgana who notices what look like little fire trails in the garden. She looks for Merlin but manages not to find him, and convinces herself it’s not real until she wakes, screaming, and runs to find him. It’s lucky that Gaius is kept busy elsewhere, gathering herbs for one of the older knights who will be visiting, and she catches Merlin just as he crawls, sleepy-eyed, out of bed. It lets her speak of her dream without having to try to hide anything from Gaius, who probably knows her better than even Uther, and as if by magic his eyes suddenly sharpen, all sleep forgotten, as he makes her the usual sleeping draught and listens to her story.
It’s somewhat addicting to be listened to, for once, to not be ignored because she’s a woman or it’s just some silly dream, and from the look on Merlin’s face, sometimes, he agrees. He wants to talk to someone about it all. That look isn’t not here, now. He’s all intense concentration, trying to figure out how to protect Arthur, and she earns a slightly distracted smile as she agrees to keep an eye open and see if she can spot anything else, especially about the visitors. “If you can help in any other way, I’ll tell you,” he promises as he shoos her out, and true to his word, he does, and as usual the sorcerer is unmasked and there’s a chase across the city. It’s exhilarating, and Merlin doesn’t complain about her carrying the sword, and he gives her a smile and a thumb’s up and ducks into an alleyway when they hear the guards coming so there are no awkward questions about why the two of them had been chasing a notorious sorcerer instead of all the knights of the kingdoms.
From the displeased way Arthur narrows his eyes when Merlin joins them casually, he might not have been fooled, but no one else seems to suspect her newfound role in saving the kingdom, more than just the heroic, silly chase in a confining dress. There’s even an (annoying) joke about making her a knight if she’d been born a different sex, but instead of imagining setting him alight Morgana manages to just roll her eyes instead.
It becomes normal, then, to call Merlin aside. The first time, he’d looked decidedly nervous, until he hears her question. “Should I tell Gwen?”
He grimaces, letting out a deep sigh that suggests the weight of Camelot rests on his shoulders. “I…suppose it’s up to you. Milady,” he adds, and it must be a Merlin quirk, the ability to make obedient titles sound slightly insulting. “Ordinarily I would’ve said yes, but she’s been acting odd recently, and it’s…sometimes she seems like a stranger and I don’t know how she’ll react to anything.”
“Like I was?” she asks, and he nods.
“A little, yeah, but. There’s also the thing with Arthur and Lancelot, and the more I look at things, the more I think she’s in love with Lancelot, and that’s a problem because he’s not here and you know what Arthur can be like. And she’s getting…manipulative? Sneaky? ‘Course, I’ve been getting a little on edge myself, which is why I finally broke and told you. It’s too much for one person, I think, even someone with some big destiny a dragon’s been prattling about since I came here.”
It’s not the first time he’s mentioned the dragon, but that’s a question for another time.
“You know how I am,” she tells him, laying a hand on his arm. “I’d like to help where I can.”
That earns a big, goofy grin, but he notices Arthur beginning to glance around, an irritated look on his face, and he ducks out without a word. Arthur, no matter how much you complain about your manservant, you have him well-trained, she thinks with a smirk on her face.
( brave, foolhardy plans )
He finds other Templars who accept him, appreciative of the power that only makes them safer in this harsh new world, and he smiles more than he has for centuries. He even works with the other factions, grateful from some of the brief stories they share that he doesn’t work for such masters. They’re probably not supposed to share this much about their factions. They do.
He’s the one who realizes the little girl is more than she seems, more than any of them know. He can feel just in the aftermath of her wake that they’re more alike than anyone. Ever, really, and that’s a little scary. He’s the one who urges them into the dens of screaming nightmare and waking chaos just for a few scraps about her. He knows that elsewhere, others find more about her, that there’s some kind of hunt on because she’s powerful, she’s the real deal, and the bees won’t stop buzzing. There are snakes, too, eight-headed snakes hissing around the edges that remind him of Morgana and her dark dreamings in the end. None of them know that she’s a scared little girl, yes, but she’s so much more, and he begins to wonder if she’s the reason he’s here. Sometimes, when he’s feeling a little more mad, he whispers into the dark, asks her please, please, bring Arthur back, because if ever Albion’s had a need, it’s now.
Admittedly, he’s been at this investigation lark a bit too long, and this obsession thing has never worked out for him.
He’s sent back to other things for a bit. Giant shapeless golem-like creatures are appearing, and he hates to admit it but it’s somewhat relaxing, using fire and lightning and not having to think. Perhaps we’re all waiting on Arthur, he thinks.
There’s the matter of coming to their attention, in some way that wouldn’t lead to the factions fighting over each other for the Merlin, but in the end it’s almost too easy. An apartment supposedly rented for years, a little trashed, power as close a mimicry as he can get to the others he’s seen and studied. None of the soldiers treat him as any other than a new recruit, even to the point where they complain about him being Sonnac’s new favorite, and it’s blessedly normal.
Sonnac will sometimes say a sentence that doesn’t completely fit what he supposedly knows, or give him a look, and it reminds him of Gaius and makes him squirm. Still, it’s only brief moments here and there, and if the Templars know they’re not saying anything, which he appreciates. It takes him a little while to get out of the habit of playing the foolish servant, which if nothing else Sonnac sees right through. He knows it’s not long before he’s sent to a few missions greater than those of the other new recruits, but if nothing else, the magic’s easy enough to master once he knows how it works for the others, and he’s had enough training from Arthur and the knights not to be completely useless with a sword. Despite what his king might say.
It might also have to do with the wise things that his mouth occasionally says without permission, but he’s all right with that. For the first time in centuries, he’s almost at home. Arthur’s not here, not yet, but he has a new purpose, now, until that day, and he doesn’t have to go mad waiting.
Merlin observes the factions in secret. The strengthening of his magic means that he can pass undetected as a cat and turn back into a human when back outside with no pause. He’d been a bit worried that a cat with obvious magic would attract attention, but the sentries didn’t even bat an eye.
The people of London were the most talkative, and he asks a few questions at the local pub, The Horned God. No one seems surprised. Apparently, the local group, the Templar, is an open secret, at least in this part of London. They don’t seem that surprised at him asking about the other factions, either.
Merlin’s had years and years of practice discovering the power politics beneath the surface. It was a matter of life or death, specifically Arthur’s life or death, because those with an alliance with Morgana or any of the other magic-users who wanted the Pendragons dead were likely to try to kill Arthur. It doesn’t take long to discover there are three who make up the Council of Venice, the ones standing against the coming darkness.
He feels the most comfortable with the Templars. Not that it’s a surprise, really. They’re from the British Isles, and he’d been there for quite a long time, knew how to deal with those people. Most don’t wear actual mail, anymore, but they remind him of the Knights…yes, down to even the stubbornness and the unbending, righteous attitude. There’s also the colors. It’s not red and gold, but it still reminds him of Camelot. He doesn’t necessarily agree with them, but he’s had to do a lot of things over the years mostly just because he had to, so it’s not as if it’s completely foreign.
The Illuminati are concerned largely about profits. The world being destroyed certainly wouldn’t be good for their self-interests, but he doesn’t think he can ally himself with such a group.
The Dragon, well. You’d think a Dragonlord would find himself immediately in their camp, but he’s considerably more wary. He’d definitely considered them, until he’d actually met one wandering around London, and it terrified him.
The woman didn’t say anything directly, but his magic warned him that it was as if he’d been seen right through, as if she actually knew who he was. The more he learns of their chaos, their plans upon plans, their patterns, the more he understands that if anyone would realize exactly who he was, it would be the Dragon.
Merlin sets off in one direction, and only notices the magic seconds before he walks into it. He gathers his magic to protect himself, but then realizes it’s only a connection between two points, pulling himself along like he’s flying. The air’s not so cold as when you’re astride a dragon, though. He lets out a whoop.
All sense of time is lost, and even with his magic he’s not sure how long it is before he sees huge hulking shapes ahead. The magic pulls him through one before he can react, and it doesn’t attempt to attack him, so he’s somewhat hopeful they’re friendly.
Two stand on a larger platform, and as he gets closer he sees a man in somewhat dated English clothing facing away from him. There’s a large crowd behind him, but instinct tells him this man has some answers. He approaches cautiously, and eventually has to clear his throat.
The man turns and doesn’t seem surprised until he takes in Merlin’s appearance. “It’s not often we get visitors coming from that direction!” At least it doesn’t seem like Merlin has to explain how he got in here. Since he hasn’t a clue, that’d be a little difficult. “Do you know where you are?”
He shakes his head, staying quiet as the man explains about the place and commits the name Agartha, the World Tree, to mind. How it connects the whole world, how space and time bend. He doesn’t bother to explain that he’d already figured that much out on his own, with his magic. When he’s given a magic-looking artifact, an ‘anchor’ to the Hollow Earth, he doesn’t mention that he could probably figure out how, with his magic, to do that on his own. Drawing attention might not be the best idea.
He gawks a little at the number of people with either obvious magical auras, openly practicing magic, or with owls, shambling golems, wolves, cats, or other more…exotic things following them around, but quickly closes his mouth. No need to draw attention. He nearly panics when two appear to be fighting each other, but relaxes when they stop and neither appear unharmed. The image of the knights practicing pops into his head, oddly clear in image despite the long intervening years.
Still, with some practice, he could probably learn to mimic the magic these people practice. They, too, appear to be immortal, if the magic of their auras means anything, and the odd buzzing is a constant.
For the first time in forever, Merlin’s not all that unhappy about the world needing him. He’d have to be discreet, as usual, but he’d had practice with that. I’ll just have to keep the world in one piece until Arthur returns, he thinks, feeling somehow renewed, ready for the challenge.
For the first time in a long time, it’s not a matter of if Arthur will return, but when. He can feel the world’s need, a call of magic stirring the waters of Avalon. Before the end, the Once King will become a Future King, and the end is not tomorrow, but it’s not long off, either. This crisis is the catalyst.
Merlin reaches out his magic, and it responds eagerly, willingly, and as if amplified by his surroundings it’s out of control. He’s somehow connected to the whole world, here, and the images are out of control. He hears a buzzing in his ear, like but not that of bees, and sees black tendrils and a black fog and suddenly he’s lost, drowning.
He pulls himself back, somehow, gasping, and barely avoids falling over the edge as he sways. True, he’d pulled inside himself, unable to deal with the world after his failure, but even with that and the waning of magic, you’d think he’d have noticed the rising darkness. It feels ancient, like it’s been here forever, and that’s wrong, somehow. How had he missed it?
It doesn’t match any of his memories, but then, there’s a gap as to how he’d gotten here in the first place.
Something had changed, or…or this place’s magic had pulled him father than he’d realized. Still, he’s needed here, now.
When Merlin awakes, he’s standing. It’s not the first time he’s fallen asleep while standing; feasts can get a little boring, especially when pompous lords take it into their heads to make long-winded and utterly pointless speeches. It’s been ages, though.
He has a moment to think ‘This isn’t where I last was’, though, before his breath is stolen away.
Even Arthur would be hard-pressed to say his current surroundings weren’t magic. Great paths of wood hang suspended in the air, blueish portals in the road or in what look like the hollows of a tree, strung along the roads like fruit. He can see what look like trunks in the distance.
More than that, though, he can feel the magic, stronger than the Sidhe or dragons or anything he’s ever felt. Stronger than even himself. It’s the magic of the world itself, concentrated all in one spot, and for the first time he feels completely at home. He grins, and tries not to remember that it’s been forever since he’s smiled like that, free from pain or sorrow or responsibility.